This is my very first ever website, that was born today, which is now yesterday. It is still a work in progress.

I will briefly explain what the website will become within these seven boxes before it is launched properly. This is just a little sneak preview.

I do a lot of thinking. Mostly about how I can make things better or stop bad things from happening. We all do that, don’t we? Unless, of course, you are blissfully happy, without a concern in the world, in which case, I need to know what works for you, because if it works for you, then it might work for someone else.

When I think, I apparently “join the dots”. I believe that everyone does that, but perhaps not all to the same scale. You have a thought, it leads to another one, and you make a connection.

Yes, things like “I am going out next Friday, so I must make sure that I have everything ready, which means that I need to buy some shoes when I go into town to pick up some bits”.

People use their ability to connect the dots depending on how many dots they have to connect. Some need more than others to achieve a recognisable pattern.

Such as 1 = 2 = 3.

For me, 1 + 2 = Rμν - ½ Rgμν = (8πG / c⁴) (Tμν + ΩV + ΩM)

So, I thought to myself: “How can I do that? Why can’t I do that? Why can’t I do that right, here, right now? What is standing in my way?”

So what was standing in my way? Technically, absolutely nothing. The world was my lobster (I do not like oysters).

Physically, the answer was staring me right in the face. It was me; I was standing in my own way. Like, hello? You’ve got the brains; you’ve seen the vision – make it happen!

So, I thought a little bit more about it:

“How can I do that? Why can’t I do that, right, here, right now?”

Then one day, I had a bright idea. A bright, white, light of an idea. An awakening, if you will.

What if…?

What if I could make my dream come true? Maybe not right here, right now – that would require some sort of magic, but maybe one day I could?

So, I thought to myself: “How can I do that? Why can’t I do that? Why can’t I do that right, here, right now? What is standing in my way?”

So what was standing in my way? Technically, absolutely nothing. The world was my lobster (I do not like oysters).

Physically, the answer was staring me right in the face. It was me; I was standing in my own way. Like, hello? You’ve got the brains; you’ve seen the vision – make it happen!

So, I thought a little bit more about it: “How can I do that? Why can’t I do that, right, here, right now?”

Then one day, I had a bright idea. A bright, white, light of an idea. An awakening, if you will.

What if…?

What if I could make my dream come true? Maybe not right here, right now – that would require some sort of magic, but maybe one day I could?

I believe that I have now plotted a route to my Dream Home and my pivot point just so happens to be right here, in Milton Keynes, and I love Milton Keynes.

Fred Pooley had the idea of Milton Keynes, which was cemented, quite literally, on 23 July 1967.

I had the idea (of explaining my idea) to create a multi-storey version of Milton Keynes, to explain all the horizontal and vertical crossroads of life. A digital Twin Town, right here in my computer.

In my digital MK MKII Town, it will be easy to navigate if you follow the correct signs. I aim to make it impossible to get lost. No more turn left, turn left, turn left, you’re back where you started from. If that happens, then you will need to either stray into uncharted territory or unlock a proverbial door that becomes open to you.

However, I am currently at the Fred Pooley stage of designing the map. Due to the complexity of my mind; it will take a team of Town Planners to help get this off the ground.

But I have a plan for that - and, when I say, “I have a plan for that”, I mean it. However, just like Milton Keynes, my Twin Town is at various stages:

1. Protected and Secure

2. Infill - Still undecided

3. A Greenfield of Opportunity

4. Brownfield, but ready for strategic expansion

5. Planning

6. Under Development

7. Well established, but might need knocking down and starting again

8. Fully Developed

9. Is OK To Go

I don’t know how long it will take to get to Stage 9, so that I can finally reveal my “blueprint” to you, but there is a lot to consider, what with the Infrastructure, Civil Engineering and Construction Capital and bits and bobs required to make it all happen. I am working on it full time now. This is my Dream Job, and I am the Director of My Own Destiny.

But it wasn’t easy for me to reach this level. There are 56 rankings to this job, and I only started it yesterday. Luckily, I have enough experience now, so I think I have earned the title. There is not an interview for me to fluff at the most crucial question. There are no better candidates. There is not one unhelpful little manager to prevent me from taking what is rightfully mine. Not this time, you Dick!

I can no longer be bypassed, because I am in charge of the traffic now and I do not intend to get derailed or steered in another direction, although I may be partial to the odd shunt to clear the main line.

I would like to apologise to everyone that I have confused along the way by trying (so very hard) to explain the reasons why I suddenly started acting out of character. Some of those people still do not understand, but that also helped me to realise something else.

How truly, honestly and sincerely grateful I am to those that stuck by my weirdness because they know, deep down, that I rarely do anything without thinking about it first or having a reason. I am always saying that “everything happens for a reason”, and now I know it does.

Thank you to those that caught on to the pure excitement when not a single bit of it made any sense. I really do appreciate your willingness to accept that “whatever it is”, it means something to me. Thank you to those that didn’t understand it, but they accepted it because they accept me and that means a lot.

Thank you to those that showed concern, some of it quite terrifying to me as it almost knocked me off course, but I followed my instinct and found the biggest clue ever, thanks to a very special person via another Channel.

I also realised that there were a lot more people out there who I should have approached for moral support, but by that point, I had become isolated by the very thing that inspired me, almost to the point of breakage. But my idea in a bubble did not break because it had 3 elements holding it together. A bubble only needs 3 things; oil, air and watery soap. I love bubbles!

My bubble idea is also made of 3 elements, 1 being me + my other 2 VIPs: My husband Dean and my Mum. Without you two, I wouldn’t be right here, right now and without you two, none of this would have happened. I love you both equally and I want you both to believe in this, because This is Me.

I am what I always was - but now I am ready to be who I was always meant to be. Me.

That sounded horribly like one of those motivational quotes for all the other people that are aspiring to follow their dreams. It probably has been said a million times before by a million people and everyone has their own story to tell, some of them starting like mine.

I know there is a hashtag for thisisme, but I am against social media and “technology” right now. I know I need it, but why does it have to be so terribly hard? I miss the olden days of when social media was exactly that. A nice way to socialise by sharing updates with your friends and family because they live too far away or our lives are too busy to meet in person. I miss the really olden days when we had to write a letter with a pen on a piece of paper and put it in an envelope and wait however long it took for it to arrive and then wait however long it took to get a reply.

I want to go back to a time when internet didn’t exist or bombard you with so much stuff that you cannot keep up with, let alone compete with or compare to.

Go away nasty internet. Leave me alone and just tell me the things I need to know that are relevant to me, in my life, right here, right now, at the tips of my fingers, please. Is that too much to ask? Currently yes, but I have a cunning plan for that.

So, just to recap, everything that has happened in the last 486 days did happen for a reason, and the time has come for me to start acting on my idea and turn it into a reality. This time it will be an idea that everyone can get on board with and not just me. I could be wrong, I could be right, but I think it will be interesting to find out, and I hope that you will too. I will be the ultimate guinea pig in my own experiment.

I will do some laboratory testing on myself along the way to make sure that I try it out before releasing myself into the wild. I may need some assistance, but I reckon that some of you will be happy to give it once you see the benefits and open more doors for yourself as well as opening your own doors to welcome new visitors inside.

I have been given lots of clues along the way as to how to kick-start the old engines, get the gears turning and the cogs a-cogging. And that is thanks to all the lessons that I have learned so far.

When I get to Stage Nine (9) and I am “OK To Go”, I will let you know. In the meantime, I will continue with the development of my blueprint and drop off some clues of my own.

Some of them will be invisible and some are tiny, like fairy dust, or small breadcrumbs. Some may turn up as a gift, wrapped like a symbolic “Easter Egg”. If you miss it on the first loop, it may be different when you see it the next time, or it may get thrown and you will never see it again. All your choice. Baby-steps, baby-steps.

None of the content of this “welcome to my website” post is generated by any form of Artificial Intelligence.

I bet that the minute I press “Publish” I will think of something that I should have said or spot a mistake. Well, that’s just too bad because I had my moment.

All that leaves me to say, for now, is:

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be.

I think you should Follow Me,

Que Sera, Sera.